Wednesday, January 2, 2008 ?
2008 is here.
Why am I not excited? Maybe because I don't want to face the present. I want to live in the past, when I was a kid, when I didn't have to think about things. When everything was simple.
2008. I have to think about my education, what I'm doing with my life and what I'll be doing with my life in the future.
I've always known this, but I never want to admit it. I'm going nowhere fast. I always make these resolutions to change the way I live, but things never work out. When things get tough, I run. I give up. And that's not the way it should be. But that's the way it is.
People are changing. My friends are changing. I'm not sure what is going on, and I'm not sure I
want to know.
I have been very lazy at locking recently. Keep telling myself that I'm not improving fast enough but my body's not doing anything.
Don't know where I'm going. But I'll keep going.
Labels: 2008, life